Janice Emma smith I miss you so much .. I didn’t want you in pain . I didn’t Want you to die . I didn’t want you to leave me .. I’m selfish I know but I can’t cope with out you.. I am trying my hardest but I need you to kick me up the bum.. you were my other half you were hard to my soft .. you were my voice of reason you were my little sister who I took care of and loved as a child .. then we grew up and the rolls reversed you looked after me you gave me strength. You gave me hope and you gave me a good talking to when I needed it .. my heart is broken .. you were the other half of me. No one can understand .. no one ... and no one ever will.. I love you my baby sister.. Julie xxx for ever in tearsxxx